A Story from December

Recalled.

I dont know why but I love to recall the moment I met this person. I can remember it quite precisely. That time before I went to the hospital.. when I was so busy checking my self in front of the mirror... when I was so confused of which dress I should wear.. and the traffic didnt support me to arrive on time.. so I was late to meet this person. I remember that time when this person texted me around 7 am asking where I am, while me was driving as fast as I can. I remembered how my heart was beating so fast right after I parked my car in the parking building.

"I am going to meet this person. The one who suddenly come into my life and tell me everything." I was thinking while stepping down the stairs quickly, heading to the spot we had promised. And before I reached it, I stepped down slowly while searching the face that I had only seen clearly in a photo.

When I stepped my feet on the ground, someone walked towards me while taking out a harddisk drive out of the bag and said, " You said 7 sharp". And I was in my freeze mode. My heart went outrageous. I wanted to make that meeting so normal, but I couldn't.

"Yeah, it's the traffic jam. It's so unpredictable," I said while putting in the harddisk drive this person handed to into my bag. "Thank you," said with a smile. I only saw this person's face once and then looked away. I guessed I was getting nervous.

After that, we walked to our class together. All the way to the class, we had no conversation at all. I was keeping myself busy with my tab as I didn't know what to say and which topic should I raised. And I bet, it happened the same to this person.

At the intersection, this person started to make a voice.
"I'll go this way, " said while pointing to the right. I turned my head, gave a doubtful nod and walked away.

However, after about 4 steps away from the intersection, I glanced back to see that person walking to the class. That person didn't see me. And then all the way to my class, my face couldn't stop drawing a smiley. Until I had my seat in the classroom, that smiley was still on my face. I even covered my face cause I didnt want my friends see me. Well, will you see your own face turning red? Of course not.

And then, I calmed myself by breathing in and out. The more oxygen got into my brain, the more I realised there's something happened inside me.

And trust me. I knew what that means.

xaswbijzux

WEDDINGS!

Well, so unfortunate it is not my turn, but.... hey, so here's the story...

Gue buka path trs tetiba di timeline buanyak banget yang nikah di beberapa minggu ini.. temen kuliah gue, temen SMA gue, kakaknya temen gue, temennya kakak gue (wait, what?) wkwk and ou-la-la they're spreading lots of love to this small world ♡♡♡ *lempar2 kelopak bunga* wkwk

And for some reason, after thinking and envying and galau-ing zzz about all these weddings while wondering when is my turn and... (wait. No baper time, Gin -___-), I was reminded by my friend's words telling me "Muharram is near, so people tends to have a wedding before that month comes. Because some people believe it is forbidden to have a wedding in Muharram". And I was like.... is there any rule about it?

So, I did some kind of a fast research on the internet, seeking for an answer from trusted sources and I found out that :

1) The basic principle is : "Every things are permissible, unless there is a report to suggest otherwise."
According to what I found : There is nothing in Qur'an and Sunnah, or ijma' ulama, to indicate that it is not allowed to get married in the month of Muharram, so our ruling should be based to our basic principle just like what I have mentioned before.

2) The ones who married in Muharram have a good example because some historians said 'Ali bin Abi Thalib married Fathimah Azzahra (may Allah be pleased with them) at the beginning of 3 Hijriah.

So, in other words it is okay to get married in Muharram. Well, now you just have to find the person you want to be married to (which is the important and the vital one) wkwkwk

GOOD NIGHT!

Source : http://islamqa.info/en/193281

It's March

It's March. And I found this thing. It's been nearly 6 years, mates :") 6 years... can't wait to see your faces. To see the new you... the "happy, mature and success" you :")

I miss you all :")

Holiday!

It's holiday time!

Wkwk ini aslinya gue lagi menunggu waktu yang tepat untuk nelpon taksi. Mo kemana sih lo, Gin? Gue mau ke Stasiun Gubeng~~ Gue mo liburan ke Jogjaaa~~ Yeaaaay~ :D Ini untuk pertama kalinya gue liburan sama temen-temen gue. Eh, ya dulu juga sering sih liburan sama anak SP wkwk tapi yang ini liburan ke luar kota soalnya. Meskipun ya gue udah pernah sih ke Jogja sama Firda, pas Gamamed Fair jaman baheula. Tapi yaa yang ini beda aja, soalnya emang niat liburan :))

Random banget ya gue sampe sempet-sempetnya "curcol" dulu sebelom berangkat wkwk. Ah, sbenernya gue pengen ngepost tentang acara kemaren. Yep! Yudisium subprogram 3 yang menandai berakhirnya proses belajar mengajari di kehidupan pre-klinik which also means gue bakalan masuk ke kehidupan klinik yang kehidupannya lebih keras, bro! LOL Tapi ya gak kesempetan. Semalem kebanyakan bengong liatin timeline Path yang isinya cuman foto-foto pasca yudisium aja hahaha sampe-sampe gue baru packing jam 9 malem -____- fortunately, urusan packing-memacking (macking apaan Gin zz) gue udah jago wkwk.

Spoiler aja buat beberapa post gue selanjutnya. It'll be about my ups and downs life in the last semester which was very rollercoaster-like (literally, guys, li-te-ral-ly), the judicial ceremony, and of course, my flash holiday! 

Oh! Look at the time! Time to call for a taxi! And I will shut this laptop down, recheck all my belongings, and wait for the taxi~ See you!

(ini kenapa jadi bilingual gini postnyaaaah -_____-)

#25factsaboutme

This is the full version of my insta's #20factsaboutme. I've added 5 more facts for this one :)

1. I've never celebrated my birthday. At least since I was in my senior year in middle school. It's not only me, but my family too. So, please dont ask me about my birthday :) (or even try to throw a birthday bash for me. Ha! Definitely, it's a NO-NO *glare*)

2. My favourite colour is always RED. Every time I see some stuffs in red, I just... cant.... resist.....making.... them..... mineeeee!! The second one is brown, and then white.

3. I'm not a morning person. I wake up early just for praying subuh or sahur after that I'll crawl back into my bed and continue my sleeping beauty phase. Still struggling to change this habit! Really need your support, dear readers!

4. I like doodling, although I cant really draw something. Well, that's why we call it doodles, right?

5. Liverpool FC has always been my favourite football team since I was hmmm a 6th grader. And Steven Gerrard will always be my favourite footballer.

6. I really like any British-related things. I fancy their elegant style (which I think it is) and I always think British accent is mesmerising :"> I just love to hear it. I like to watch British youtubers' channel too. My favourite is Dan Howell (danisnotonfire). He's really funny! You should try to watch his videos~ (but I heard he's errrr a heterosex -___-")

7. I have never been admitted to the hospital. And I hope I will never ever been. Well, giving birth is excluded, guys :p

8. I talk to myself. Literally. Okay, seriously I talk to myself. (Ha! Don't gimme that look, everyone! Trust me, I am perfectly fine and mentally healthy *thumbs up*)

9. I want to be someone who can do everything. Like... EVERYTHING. I love doing DIY things. (DIY by means Do-It-Yourself). I even tried to fix my plumbings once, but I gave up before I did it because I didn't trust my skill (well, I was afraid that I might destroy it rather than fix it -.-)

10. I often twirl my hair and bounce my feet. Mostly when I'm bored or nervous. *OCD suspected*

11. I sing out loud when I'm alone. Limer is one of my favourite "karaoke spot" haha. And of course, my bedroom.

12. I love reading novels. Thriller, sci-fi, mystery, and romance (but not that kind of Fifty-Shades-of-Grey novels). And Dan Brown is my favourite author ♡

13. My very first surgery is odontectomy. And I had a funny story with that.

14. I prefer to be alone. Well, doesn't mean I don't want to be with someone in the future, NO. Being alone is some kind of freedom. Agree?

15. I named some of my stuffs...such as my Galaxy Note (Eiji), my laptop (past: Inspie; current: Leroy), and my beloved car (Limer).

16. I slipped and fell on my tail bone once. And it still hurts sometimes :( *sigh* *patting my bum*

17. I'm a very-easily-touched person. Too easily touched, I think. Even I can cry if you do something really kind or sweet to me. But I'll let my tears out when nobody's around... so no one knows :) (hey, wait! Well, now everyone knows it! Haha)

18. I used to want to be a scientist, inventing cool new things. However, my parents didn't let me, so I buried that dream. And... here I am... trapped in the medical world, the most dilemmatic job ever (?) I don't think I regret it tho.

19. I'm quite afraid of height and small spaces. So, I'm kinda a lil bit acrophobic and claustrophobic -.-" And also I don't really like swimming in the sea. I just keep imagining a shark below my feet that ready to swallow me. And yeah you know, sea is full of mystery too (maybe you can found an alien-like fish! Or the most weirdest creature you've ever seen! :O You see why I call it 'mysterious'?)

20. I can play violin. I was in my middle school's musical ensemble. I was thinking to be a future violinist back then, but you know, I dropped it because one strong reason :)

21. I am always too curious. Overly curious. Or people in Indonesia usually call it "kepo". Well, when my curiosity hijacked "me", I could search all those things to fulfil my "desire" haha. I can even search a not-so-important things such as errr Alan Turing bio, antimatters, illuminati, celebs life etc.

22. I can smell the presence of a cockroach! TRUST ME errr I mean TRUST MY NOSE! If you are one of those who think I am just being suggested because I'm too afraid of cockroaches so (unconsciously feeling like) I can smell them, well.... YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG! A cockroach does have a stinky smell! :|

23. I err sometimes kinda like to exaggerate some...things... or people here call it "lebay" haha. It's like a habit to me to talk in "lebay" way -.- It all started when I was in high school.

24. I eat almost every kind of food. I'm a total omnivore. Sometimes "pare" can be my favourite dish or the "papaya flower". They are all bitter or very very bitter to some of my friends, but it does taste good! Especially when you mix their bitter taste with other dish that is salty or crunchy. Ummm, so yummy! The combination of the taste is very unique :) Why I can eat all those bitter taste dish, you may ask? Well, thanks to my Mum who have FORCED me to eat all those various kind of dishes since I was an innocent kid.

25. I don't really like to dine in a restaurant. For me, it is better to eat at home, enjoying your home-made dishes while relaxing :) Don't you think it is comfy? :") Besides, I think it is way healthier than eating street food, because you know what the ingredients are, how it's cooked, and its hygiene... see? And of course, you don't have to spend a lot of money just for fulfilling you primary needs :)

DONE! :D

The Monologue.

Thank you for coming into my life.
Thank you for trying to reach me.
Thank you for making me realise that I'm already an adult.
Thank you for making me more mature.
Thank you for being so kind to me.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you for your prayers.
Thank you for always been so sincere.
Thank you for making me learn more about Islam.
Thank you for giving me lots of lessons to learn.
Thank you for making me learn about love.

Sorry for making you struggle so hard.
Sorry for placing you in an uncertain situation.
Sorry for placing you in a difficult situation.
Sorry for all those tears you've let out.
Sorry for making you suffer from your own feeling.
Sorry for my heart-stabbing words.
Sorry for being so php most of the time.
Sorry for my absurd feelings.
Sorry for making you so frustrated.
Sorry for making you feel so up and down.
Sorry for being too egoistic.
Sorry for rarely understanding your feeling.
Sorry for being so hard just to listen to your words.
Sorry for messing up your life :")

I just hope that one day...one fine day... someone will come to you, to wipe your tears and sweat while smiling sincerely and saying "It's okay, it's enough... you've done well"

And that someone could be her... or that person... or even me. Who knows? Well, only Allah knows :) And HE is the only ONE who knows the best for us. Thus, trust HIM :)

Dedicated to someone who came out of nowhere and then all of sudden came into my planktonic life.