Recalled.
I dont know why but I love to recall the moment I met this person. I can remember it quite precisely. That time before I went to the hospital.. when I was so busy checking my self in front of the mirror... when I was so confused of which dress I should wear.. and the traffic didnt support me to arrive on time.. so I was late to meet this person. I remember that time when this person texted me around 7 am asking where I am, while me was driving as fast as I can. I remembered how my heart was beating so fast right after I parked my car in the parking building.
"I am going to meet this person. The one who suddenly come into my life and tell me everything." I was thinking while stepping down the stairs quickly, heading to the spot we had promised. And before I reached it, I stepped down slowly while searching the face that I had only seen clearly in a photo.
When I stepped my feet on the ground, someone walked towards me while taking out a harddisk drive out of the bag and said, " You said 7 sharp". And I was in my freeze mode. My heart went outrageous. I wanted to make that meeting so normal, but I couldn't.
"Yeah, it's the traffic jam. It's so unpredictable," I said while putting in the harddisk drive this person handed to into my bag. "Thank you," said with a smile. I only saw this person's face once and then looked away. I guessed I was getting nervous.
After that, we walked to our class together. All the way to the class, we had no conversation at all. I was keeping myself busy with my tab as I didn't know what to say and which topic should I raised. And I bet, it happened the same to this person.
At the intersection, this person started to make a voice.
"I'll go this way, " said while pointing to the right. I turned my head, gave a doubtful nod and walked away.
However, after about 4 steps away from the intersection, I glanced back to see that person walking to the class. That person didn't see me. And then all the way to my class, my face couldn't stop drawing a smiley. Until I had my seat in the classroom, that smiley was still on my face. I even covered my face cause I didnt want my friends see me. Well, will you see your own face turning red? Of course not.
And then, I calmed myself by breathing in and out. The more oxygen got into my brain, the more I realised there's something happened inside me.
And trust me. I knew what that means.
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