Living on your own.
I never think I will be living on my own like now. Well, not really 'living on my own' since I still have my parents supporting my financial here, huh. However, it can be called err.... 'almost living on my own' hehe.
Since I live in this err what is it called? rented room? cos? yeah whatever -.- back to the topic. Since I lived here, I can do anything I want. Shopping, go to the cinema every week (I don't do this, though), play on your computer or else. It's up to you. You want to jump on your bed, shouting (of course this will disturb your cos-mate -.-) or anything else you couldn't do it while your parents there. To be honest, I did those things up to me, for err I don't know.. clearly, I did those things in the first week I moved here HAHA.
But then, I realised that it's not what I want to have. Not a freedom, but CHALLENGE. A challenge about how to survive with certain amounts of money that your mum has transferred. Here I learn how to be wise in spending money, how to treat my self, my body to be always healthy, how to cook a good food for my self, how to not depend on parents, how to choose which activity that I should get into, how to solve my own problems which is sometimes it's too complex to talked to your parents, how to reject wisely something that you don't like, how to choose which things is better for you, your body, your mental, and your future, etc. Or in simple words, here I learn how to be more mature and independent.
Frankly, I never wash my own clothes before.. My mum or my maid always done it. But here, I have to. If not, I don't have any clothes to wear -.- and err I have to cook. Well, actually I can buy some food somewhere, but......I think this is a chance to be more errr girly or whatever it is hehe.
Negative side. Hmm...... if you're running out of money not in a proper date, you're gonna panic.. Me got panic when everything that I should pay come in the same time! I should pay my cellphone bill, modem, AND tickets. THAT was really great.
Well, I hope I can be more mature after I get through this life. And can make my parents happy :)
